I had nightmares these nights with what I most fear: death. The death of the ones I love, to be precise. It scares me a little cause it has been so intense all nights. I know that was just a parallel universe, nothing real, but it's just like my mind showing me what I try so hard to hide: the truth that I must face one day. I just try to act like this sinister day will never come but Beatriz is fighting me and showing me how it will feels like when that day finally come. It will be the most sad day to me, I will be as dead as the one I lost or more. The dream itself is nothing but the truth it brings to the light of my mind is devastating to my heart and so I am scared, I am sad and I feel lost trying to act the best way I can to face this bad feeling.
